FallingRipped away from eternal safetyFalling by Aicasse
Like a wild fire engulfing a forest in spring
I was just set free
To immediately be thrown down a pit too deep for me to climb.
Once more feeling the dread in my soul
Claws ripping my flesh from my bones
Soft summer breezes replaced with asphyxiating heat
There is no way out,
There is no way back.
The pain has just begun,
And it is all I'll ever know.
It is not what awaits me that frightens me most,
just what I've lost.
Apathy embrace me, I will never escape.
HeavenSoft whispersHeaven by Aicasse
Glances over velvet skin
The air filled with music and laughter
Easy lifes, lifes of pleasure
Never to be disturbed by struggles or dispair
A safe haven in a world in peril
Fire and pain replaced by the silver bells and breezes.
Fear forever changed to calm
Forever blue skies and lovers laughing
Never ever will we go back again.
Letter to SamsonDear SamsonLetter to Samson by Aicasse
I write this because I love you. You are my life. I know you do not understand what that means, but that is okay. Things in life are cruel. Life itself is cruel. The principle of life is cruel. One is doomed as soon as one is born. Doomed to die, and to die is not to cease to exist. To die is to transcend to Hell (or any other religious dimension/world/whatever with the same concept of eternal torture).
I wish I could save you from that, as I've tried to save you from the other horrors of the world.
I hope you will not experience horrors, but it seems that you will. I get that you want your independence. To live your life, etc etc. That is fine. Just understand that the pain will come, and it will seem unbearable. It isn't. All pain can be lived through. It is only pain.
If the pain would seem unbearable, I give you this to remember;
Death is no escape. Death is a prison you can never escape. There is no abyss of darkness to swallow you, there is no nothin